Wednesday, 8 July 2009

FORGET IT, ITS TO PRACTICAL

Its been a while since I've updated my journal. A lot has been going on and a lot of fighting between Chase and I. We slowly work it out as the days go by. Now that he has gone to work maybe we wont fight so much because we wont be around each others flaws 24/7.

Since its summer, its been incredibly hott. Chase, Aiden and myself had to stay with my mother for a while. We ended up staying with her for a total of two in a half weeks. I couldn't take it anymore. I cant stay with my mother that long without losing my mind. I ended up coming home and cleaning my house as good as I could and we all came back home and we are trying to deal with the heat. Its not been to bad since we came back home. Before we left for my mothers, our house was extremely hot that you couldn't take off enough clothes to get cooled off. Even being naked wasn't comfortable.
I'm confused right now. My current job(once my camera is fixed) is landscape photography. I plan on selling my photo's on eBay and some Art Gallery's. Because in 4 to 5 years I plan on buying a house and paying for my son to go to college. To live a comfortable life has always been a dream of mine. I want this for my family. But as of right now, in order for me to save the money to do this we have to be on welfare for that time. Chase is wanting to move to Raleigh NC. Honestly I have nothing against that at all. I talked to the HUD there and they said that if we have a transferable voucher(or however you spell it) Then we would have HUD in Raleigh NC. She told me to call my agency and speak with them about it. I did and they said that they had a previous client that tried for a year to move there and Raleigh would never let her in their systems. Or how the lady said over the phone (absorb) She said unless they have changed. But we'll talk more about it when the time comes. I don't know. It just seems like everytime Chase and I come up with something to better our lives for us and Aiden. It never works because of the stupid government. Hopefully this will work out. We really want this. But I just don't know. It almost seems practical and way over the complicated meter.

1 comment:

Chase Langdon said...

I think its going to happen. there isn't any reason it shouldn't because we should be able to transfer our hud and plus we'll get the tax return plus it will be a new year for hud and the apartment!