I told my sister that I wanted to go to school for photography when she was here for thanksgiving. So she said that she was going to get me a book about photography and send it to me. She did that and I started to read it last night.
Last night I was staying over at my mothers because I had 6 loads of laundry to do and it would take me all night. Plus I wanted them to see and spend some time with Aiden before we leave for the holidays. Well this morning, Aiden ended up waking up at 5 in the morning because my adopted brother Bean decided that he wanted to try and wake everyone up this morning. I blew that off because my mom was getting on to him about doing that. Then at about 6 or 7 in the morning Aiden and I just drift back to sleep and DD my adopted sister decided that she wanted to band open the door with her walker. That pissed me off because I got up once to try and get her away from the door. But once I tried to close the door again she just kept running into it with her damn walker. So I pushed her back out of frustration. It wasn't hard at all. But Papa and Mom where pissed about it and mom was like "Don't do that, that is why I almost killed your father." And just because she said that to me, I packed my shit and left. That was the second time my son got woke up. And besides the fact that I was being compared to my father. I didn't appreciate that. Aiden and I were so tiered once we got home. That he ended up going to bed and I slept till 2 in the afternoon.
I would type more. But my hands are starting to hurt a little. Plus I have to read some books tonight. I was going to start on choke.
Goodnight.
Friday, 12 December 2008
Wednesday, 3 December 2008
A picture a day keeps the interest...
To explain what the title of this post means is that I made another blog just for pictures. Since i'm so interested in Photography, I thought 'why not make a blog dedicated to my artistic experiences mixed with good original experiences at home' So that is what its called 'A picture a day keeps interest.'
However, I started a book today called 1984. Its pretty good. Kinda hard to keep up with sometimes. But its good. I only read half of the section that I wanted to finish tonight. I ended up getting to tiered to finish the section. So I just read 54 pages and tomorrow I have to read 50 more to finish the section. Altogether, that section is 104 pages long and I started reading at six and just got done reading 54 pages. But the only reason it took me that long was because Chase and I would take breaks and have good conversations about religion and what not. I found our conversation tonight to be really interesting. It was the first conversation that we've had that didn't include arguing. This post probably wont be long at all. Since i'm really tiered and my typing is horrible at the moment. All I really want to do is take a shower (which I might have to take tomorrow, since its late) take some nyquil and watch a little bit of t.v. till I fall asleep. Tomorrow I have to go to my mothers and work, figure out when exactly i'm getting paid because I really need to start saving up some money to get Aiden what he needs for Christmas. Plus I really want to start up on my survey job. So I can start getting other things that Chase and I really want and need. So that we can have a good Christmas as well as Aiden. No matter what, Aiden will have a really good Christmas. He is getting lots of things that he needs from Chases side of the family. So i'm really excited about that. I hope that whatever he gets is something like clothes and toys, teddy bears and maybe some teething toys as well. I don't know, i'm just rambling on right now because i'm tiered.
But I think Chase wants on the computer now. So I might just wash my hands, put some sanitizer on, take nyquil and head off to bed.
However, I started a book today called 1984. Its pretty good. Kinda hard to keep up with sometimes. But its good. I only read half of the section that I wanted to finish tonight. I ended up getting to tiered to finish the section. So I just read 54 pages and tomorrow I have to read 50 more to finish the section. Altogether, that section is 104 pages long and I started reading at six and just got done reading 54 pages. But the only reason it took me that long was because Chase and I would take breaks and have good conversations about religion and what not. I found our conversation tonight to be really interesting. It was the first conversation that we've had that didn't include arguing. This post probably wont be long at all. Since i'm really tiered and my typing is horrible at the moment. All I really want to do is take a shower (which I might have to take tomorrow, since its late) take some nyquil and watch a little bit of t.v. till I fall asleep. Tomorrow I have to go to my mothers and work, figure out when exactly i'm getting paid because I really need to start saving up some money to get Aiden what he needs for Christmas. Plus I really want to start up on my survey job. So I can start getting other things that Chase and I really want and need. So that we can have a good Christmas as well as Aiden. No matter what, Aiden will have a really good Christmas. He is getting lots of things that he needs from Chases side of the family. So i'm really excited about that. I hope that whatever he gets is something like clothes and toys, teddy bears and maybe some teething toys as well. I don't know, i'm just rambling on right now because i'm tiered.
But I think Chase wants on the computer now. So I might just wash my hands, put some sanitizer on, take nyquil and head off to bed.
Tuesday, 2 December 2008
Yet Again.
Another blog. I didn't know that I would have to make another one just to have an e-mail account with Google. But at least I can add Chase to this one and just keep the other one private.
Yesterday I got my ID in the hope of going to Orientation. But the weather got bad and papa didn't want to take me. He didn't know how the roads where going to be. So I ended up helping him get his account straightened out with Verizon Wireless. Then I headed home. I ended up getting what everyone else had and got sick.
I've been really upset that I couldn't make Orientation yesterday. That was the last chance I had so that I could meet my goal by finishing with the GED by the time Chase wanted to go to school at Western. But Chase is trying to make me feel better by saying that it would be a fresh start by starting a new semester. I just really want to go back to school because I got told by all my teachers in middle school that I would have to marry into a rich family because I wouldn't be smart enough to do it on my own. I just really want to prove them wrong by going to college for phycoligy/mathematics and minor in photography. I want to study the mind and if that doesn't work out I could be a Scientist. Overall, what I want to do in life as a career is going to take me 18 years. I would be going to school 8 years longer than my sister. I just want to achieve and be smart.
However, today I was really out of it. All I wanted to do was sleep and relax. But I couldn't knowing that I have a baby and he needs me just as much as I need to relax. He is sick to. I called the doctor and told her what was going on and all she told me was is if he started coughing up mucus and had a runny nose they needed to see him. But if he just had a dry cough then all the really needed was motrin and a humidifier in his room. She said that it was the heat that we run in the house that might be causing him to cough the way he is. So I got to do that today as well as keep the baby monitor in the living room. Other than that, I got a burst of energy to clean the house. So I got that done and heated up some lavender and put those all through the house.
As of right now, i'm just taking a breather and relaxing. Aiden is down with a Bottle. Chase wont be home from work until 10 at night. My father bought medicine for me and Aiden. Plus got Aiden some diapers. So i'm content for the moment. I hope Chase reads my note I left him on the door outside. Since he wont be home till late, I locked the door. But i'm going to be dosed with nyquil and wont hear him when he comes home. But i'm going to check on my son now.
Yesterday I got my ID in the hope of going to Orientation. But the weather got bad and papa didn't want to take me. He didn't know how the roads where going to be. So I ended up helping him get his account straightened out with Verizon Wireless. Then I headed home. I ended up getting what everyone else had and got sick.
I've been really upset that I couldn't make Orientation yesterday. That was the last chance I had so that I could meet my goal by finishing with the GED by the time Chase wanted to go to school at Western. But Chase is trying to make me feel better by saying that it would be a fresh start by starting a new semester. I just really want to go back to school because I got told by all my teachers in middle school that I would have to marry into a rich family because I wouldn't be smart enough to do it on my own. I just really want to prove them wrong by going to college for phycoligy/mathematics and minor in photography. I want to study the mind and if that doesn't work out I could be a Scientist. Overall, what I want to do in life as a career is going to take me 18 years. I would be going to school 8 years longer than my sister. I just want to achieve and be smart.
However, today I was really out of it. All I wanted to do was sleep and relax. But I couldn't knowing that I have a baby and he needs me just as much as I need to relax. He is sick to. I called the doctor and told her what was going on and all she told me was is if he started coughing up mucus and had a runny nose they needed to see him. But if he just had a dry cough then all the really needed was motrin and a humidifier in his room. She said that it was the heat that we run in the house that might be causing him to cough the way he is. So I got to do that today as well as keep the baby monitor in the living room. Other than that, I got a burst of energy to clean the house. So I got that done and heated up some lavender and put those all through the house.
As of right now, i'm just taking a breather and relaxing. Aiden is down with a Bottle. Chase wont be home from work until 10 at night. My father bought medicine for me and Aiden. Plus got Aiden some diapers. So i'm content for the moment. I hope Chase reads my note I left him on the door outside. Since he wont be home till late, I locked the door. But i'm going to be dosed with nyquil and wont hear him when he comes home. But i'm going to check on my son now.
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