Yet Again.

Another blog. I didn't know that I would have to make another one just to have an e-mail account with Google. But at least I can add Chase to this one and just keep the other one private.

Yesterday I got my ID in the hope of going to Orientation. But the weather got bad and papa didn't want to take me. He didn't know how the roads where going to be. So I ended up helping him get his account straightened out with Verizon Wireless. Then I headed home. I ended up getting what everyone else had and got sick.
I've been really upset that I couldn't make Orientation yesterday. That was the last chance I had so that I could meet my goal by finishing with the GED by the time Chase wanted to go to school at Western. But Chase is trying to make me feel better by saying that it would be a fresh start by starting a new semester. I just really want to go back to school because I got told by all my teachers in middle school that I would have to marry into a rich family because I wouldn't be smart enough to do it on my own. I just really want to prove them wrong by going to college for phycoligy/mathematics and minor in photography. I want to study the mind and if that doesn't work out I could be a Scientist. Overall, what I want to do in life as a career is going to take me 18 years. I would be going to school 8 years longer than my sister. I just want to achieve and be smart.
However, today I was really out of it. All I wanted to do was sleep and relax. But I couldn't knowing that I have a baby and he needs me just as much as I need to relax. He is sick to. I called the doctor and told her what was going on and all she told me was is if he started coughing up mucus and had a runny nose they needed to see him. But if he just had a dry cough then all the really needed was motrin and a humidifier in his room. She said that it was the heat that we run in the house that might be causing him to cough the way he is. So I got to do that today as well as keep the baby monitor in the living room. Other than that, I got a burst of energy to clean the house. So I got that done and heated up some lavender and put those all through the house.
As of right now, i'm just taking a breather and relaxing. Aiden is down with a Bottle. Chase wont be home from work until 10 at night. My father bought medicine for me and Aiden. Plus got Aiden some diapers. So i'm content for the moment. I hope Chase reads my note I left him on the door outside. Since he wont be home till late, I locked the door. But i'm going to be dosed with nyquil and wont hear him when he comes home. But i'm going to check on my son now.